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Hey kids,
Sorry about the below image, I wanted to post it on a photography website so other people could help me with my lighting issues. Unforuntately to post the picture up, it only accepted a URL, so I had to post it here to post it there.It's really not the quality I'm after, being in Brisbane without my little studio, I feel like I'm learning it all again, which is good, but you know, I want to be awesome at things the first time I try....
I'm enjoying my little Brisbane jaunt, but I find it tricky as well.The models and makeup chicks I've met have been super lovely, and work is getting funner and I'm pretty busy so it's all good.I think I've had trust issues with Cara for a while, but it always seems compounded when I'm away because at the start she wants to talk to me everyday, and then every second day, now it's kinda once a week. She jampacks her life with fun friends, which is cool and exciting for her but all that starts to replace the very things that I offer her. Being away gives me entirely too much time to think and feel sorry for myself (even though everything is actually pretty awesome). I guess the problem is that I don't like talking to Cara about these sort of things because she doesn't take it well and let's face, feelings and stuff makes dudes way more unattractive, but I don't really have anyone else to talk through it with. SO it mulls in my mind without release. Without a one to slap the sense in.
I have one friend here, but she kinda feels like she's on loan from someone else. A friend from Sydney hooked us up. Which I tell you about another time... I'm exhausted.